Wednesday, September 8, 2010

here i am september~

oisy~
my laptop just got fixed XD
and i missed it so much
so now i'm retyping FICSSSSSSSSS

yes.. yess...

my livejournal will be updated.
FINALLY!

wow. suju got to LA.
watched fancams
saw pics
WISH I WAS THERE!!!

oh well...

i missed july, august...
never mind....


watched japan premier live DVD,
again
wished it was 13.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

because i believe in 13. i believe in 15


there would be no other way to say this.
it's good enough i 13elieve
Eunhyuk said;
waiting is really a burden
but to me no.
not now.

as i said.
as long as there is ELF,
Super Junior would live on
as long as there is ELF,
Super Junior would do things
13eyond your Imagination
and still take on the world.

even if they're DORKS
they're my DORKS
^^

Super Junior Hwaiting~




Saturday, May 29, 2010

only13+2. because it can't be 12eyond your imagination or 10eyond your imagination


i miss hannie
i miss kangin
i miss bummie

kill me.

13eyond your imagination.
Ready to take on the world.
BONAMANA
미인아

Kyu has developed to become the best magnae of Super Junior.
Best magnae award should go to him XD
Oppa, saranghae...



Saturday, April 17, 2010

i want to stay here with you.

時ヲ止メテ ずっと君の そばにいたい
Please Stop Time so i can be by your side forever.

ひとつひとつ 輝く星 繋げながら
i link the glistening stars,
君の形 探してた
i'm looking for the shape of you.

i believe in forever if it's with you.


이미 너는 다른 사랑있겠지만
even if you have another love
어쩔 수가 없어 다시 돌이킬 순 없어
i can't forget you, i can't turn back around

나 다시 태어난대도 오직 너뿐이라고
even when i'm born again it'll still be you
시간이 흘러도
even if time goes by


i believe in ever lasting~ i believe in you.


Friday, April 2, 2010

april's fool is me.

tsk.. tsk.. so close and yet so far...
yes yes... he's cute.


annual blog entry.

in and out of countries.
should i go on with this lifestyle?

when am i going to settle down?
aisy~
ever lasting friends.

i'm crapping.
april.
the month of fooling around ^^

Monday, February 15, 2010

a brief explaination about me.

don't expect me to be around unless u're online
i don't follow the rules i make them.
i don't care about you. i just care about ME. so KILL ME


i love it that you're frowning at me, that's why i'm smillling.


who am i?
i'm only a girl.
i'm only human.
and the next time you'll hear bout me,

is when you say hi first so be friendly.





Saturday, December 12, 2009

24 questions

if life is supposed to end.

and start in a new circle.

again,

and end

and start again

and again...

Would i get tired of living?

would i remember the people i love so much in this life?

would people remember me?

do they even remember me now?

am i already of much use in this life to move on to another?

do i not regret the things i already have done here?

do i regret not doing the many things i want to do so badly but have not done yet, and letting it be undone?

are you reading this and feeling what i feel?

are you reading this and thinking of me?

are you watching me and wondering what i have in my head?

are you wishing that i never wrote this because it pains you?

are you wishing that i never wrote this because you don't want to listen to the pessimist in me?

are you pushing me away?

do you sincerely care about me?

do you seriously know what i feel about you?

can i be an angel?

can i be nice?

can i give without wanting anything in return?

so i ask you,

do i regret knowing you?

do i regret loving you?

do i regret ever caring for you?

do you regret not caring for anyone but yourself?

do you regret ever trusting me with all the secrets you tell me that break my heart?

that rips me into pieces that the overwhelming pain is too much that i won't even let one bit of it out

because if it leaks out, then, i was right. i did love you.

i do love you

should i never love you?

should i never have known you?

should i leave you to cry and not be by your side to be that shoulder?

should i show you that you mean the whole world to me though to you it's nothing?

because to everyone,

i am nothing.

i am nothing.

but to me, you are everything.

this love for everyone, is everything to me.

and this unrequited love is that pains me.

and this will make me an angel.

this will make me a better person,

to love everyone and not let anyone be unloved.

just so they don't feel this horrible pain.

so don't say that you are not loved.

because for what it's worth i love you.

Even if it just means nothing or makes you feel worse,

saranghaeso, mianhae.


the post for December, my heart is breaking~