24 questions

if life is supposed to end.

and start in a new circle.

again,

and end

and start again

and again...

Would i get tired of living?

would i remember the people i love so much in this life?

would people remember me?

do they even remember me now?

am i already of much use in this life to move on to another?

do i not regret the things i already have done here?

do i regret not doing the many things i want to do so badly but have not done yet, and letting it be undone?

are you reading this and feeling what i feel?

are you reading this and thinking of me?

are you watching me and wondering what i have in my head?

are you wishing that i never wrote this because it pains you?

are you wishing that i never wrote this because you don't want to listen to the pessimist in me?

are you pushing me away?

do you sincerely care about me?

do you seriously know what i feel about you?

can i be an angel?

can i be nice?

can i give without wanting anything in return?

so i ask you,

do i regret knowing you?

do i regret loving you?

do i regret ever caring for you?

do you regret not caring for anyone but yourself?

do you regret ever trusting me with all the secrets you tell me that break my heart?

that rips me into pieces that the overwhelming pain is too much that i won't even let one bit of it out

because if it leaks out, then, i was right. i did love you.

i do love you

should i never love you?

should i never have known you?

should i leave you to cry and not be by your side to be that shoulder?

should i show you that you mean the whole world to me though to you it's nothing?

because to everyone,

i am nothing.

i am nothing.

but to me, you are everything.

this love for everyone, is everything to me.

and this unrequited love is that pains me.

and this will make me an angel.

this will make me a better person,

to love everyone and not let anyone be unloved.

just so they don't feel this horrible pain.

so don't say that you are not loved.

because for what it's worth i love you.

Even if it just means nothing or makes you feel worse,

saranghaeso, mianhae.


the post for December, my heart is breaking~

Suju Saranghae

my love for these guys would never fade as they live on.

happy 4th. ^^

and so...

I'm tired~

not as jubilant as the few days before.

I'm satisfied with my life.

but here I go again wondering, life could be better than this.

Yes, i have lots of things to do but still stuck woth doing nothing.

I'm dead. Yes, dead meat!

And by the way i just love CL.

I got a little carried away with Photoshop brushes i downloaded and was to tired to think of anything else.




Yeah i know she's pretty! :)

by the way I miss kyu-oppa.

where is he?

and have you heard of Yamapi and Ryo being diagnosed with H1N1?

it's got me worried.

Hope they get better!

and i know this post is getting long. i never really do this~

WOW

G-DRAGON - HEARTBREAKER

yes, i know;
his hair is blond! :)

i like it!
^^
Reminds me of Draco Malfoy.
Heartbreaker is the BOMB!
Really, it's that nice so, it doesn't matter what they say bout him.

Jiyong-ah, HWAITING!

happy birthday!!

i've been counting the days to this day! and it's finally here!

Happy Birthday OPPA!

There's no way better to say it really!

Plus Heartbreaker MV is out!

And he's Album is released.

Gosh, GD's really got everything going for him.

HWaiting! :)

Always be supporting you!

Sleep.

Sleep is necessary even if your having bad dreams at night.
Sleep is necessary even if there's a big exam tomorrow and last minute studies are the habit you can get off with.
Sleep is necessary.

But sometimes we just don't want to sleep.

And I have never felt so afraid of losing consiousness. And i have never been so afaid of being alone.

No, i'm not afraid of ghost.
No, I'm not afraid of my nightmares.
I'm just afaid of my thought.
And i'm just afraid of myself.

So, Good night!

Super Junior

MBC Introducing Star's Friend OFFICIAL pictures.

And they just make me want to smile :))

Super Junior :))

Oh dear, oppa. Help me with exam?

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Credit sj-world.net

i hate long post so bare with me.

And so I'm not eating; and so I'm sleeping more than i should;
and so I'm not studying.

I love what I do and do what I love. is that so wrong?

But I'm ready to take on the world.
So watch me, you'll see me in a few years and be very surprised to see what i was like when i was a child.

dreams do come true...

So, let's just say I'm becoming MORE anti-HUMAN day by day. I"m going through a rough time but dreams do come true...

Just be ready for it when it come right.

By the way, Yamashita Tomohisa starred in An-An Magazine - Yes, the one in Hanazakarino Kimitachi E - and he's HOT!!

Oh! Yamapi's new Drama Buzzer Beat is going to be a great thing to watch! I wacth the CM in Youtube *patiently waiting*

^Ryo's new drama is coming too!^

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